You’ve given without asking without stopping to think
Who are these fleeting strangers
who just want a free drink
“Mate” and “Pops” are just some words
That roll off their lying tongues
And then they stab you in the back
But even that is not enough
So you trust them one more time again
But they will never change
This is when you need her most to keep you from going insane
How many people do you really trust
What makes them think they’re friends?
You know drink’s a bad disciple that leads you to the church of shame
And yet they keep on knocking
Even after twenty years
There’s always something that they need
They need to bend your ears
And like a fool you go back again
Despite what she said
You take every mongrel dog inside
When you should kick them in the fucking head
Steve and Virge and all the friends
I’ve loved and whom I’ve lost
They can never ever be replaced
I need to give Mark a call
Real friends are there forever
She would always say
And those are not honest friends they’re enemies all the way
She’s a wife and a mother
But I threw it all away
And went looking for substitutes and picked up more strays
You’ve danced till three o’clock
And at four in the afternoon you know you’ve had enough
You’ve given too much too soon
And through it all you’ve never said
You know I’ve really had enough
You’ve tried to take those twelve steps and always fallen from above
That higher power you’re seeking
Just might not like your face
And yet you do your very best
To join the human race
You miss her like crazy but away from her you ran
And now the parties have stopped
But you still do what you can
You stare again at all those pills
It can be so damn easy to take
But are all those cheap thrills
Going to erase all the heartache
But then something happens to take your mind away
No matter who’s sleeping next to you
You still dream of yesterday
From a different point of view
Everything is still forever
And she’s the only cure
Then morning comes and reality bites
Am still thinking of you girl
And now I have no family
Or should I say they won’t have me
Queen Bitch took care of that
The wicked witch of the East
And a new chapter now begins
Starting with a brand new slate
And forgive me for all my sins
Love will never ever replace hate
Am the Racingbitch and Alley Cat
I am living in the now
No time for living in the past
And wondering why and how
So look up to the stars tonight
And let them shine bright
Wish upon that wandering star
But let your heart decide what’s right
UTTER BRILLIANCE!